Footprints

A Whole Year. That's how long you've been here in America. A year full of fun and memories I will not forget. When you left, cassi and I thought it would never be the same without you, and it wasn't for a while. But a month has almost passed and things are returning to normal, like you were never even here... A whole year...and it only takes 1 month to forget. To forget how it used to be, the month where things return to normal. When I think about this, it makes me sad how easily a person can start over again when the person that left has been so much a part of their lives. I don't want to forget though. The memories will always be with me and cassi forever. But as distance and time work against us, I can't stop the memories from fading day by day. Even if they do fade and become blurred, I will always remember you. You came into our lives and left footprints on our hearts, footprints not easily erased, and even though the days go by and time passes and our relationship and memories fade, the footprint that you left will still be there...

A thing

Somtimes when I'm sitting alone thinking to myself, I start to cry. I can act like its all ok. And sometimes it is ok. Life is good and life goes on. You know though that the thing that makes you cry, the thing that you miss is still gone and it's not coming back. You can push it out of your mind for a little while, but it's always there. Like a snake waiting to strike, it creeps up on you and strikes you. A sad song that comes on the radio, a material object that I happen to see in a store that reminds me of you. It dosen't go away, does it? Missing you, being sad that your not here anymore. The heartbreak I feel that your gone. On those times when I miss you, my heart bleeds out until I can find the strength to patch it back up again. Until I find the strength to move along and push it away. But it's always there..lingering...waiting..
I miss you! <3

Amanda is the sunshine to my life on a cloudy day. ;)

Okay so for all you Amanda lovers out there, Imma give you the lowdown on the kiwi :O

Amanda's favorite color - red, or rainbow

Amanda's favorite drink - Apple juice

Amanda's favorite spread - Marmite

Amanda's favorite american foods - lasagna, dippin' dots, bread

Amanda's mom's name - Michelle

Amanda's dad's name - John

Amanda's favorite gansta - Shannon

Amanda's favorite holy child - Suzanne

Amanda's favorite dirtbike rider - Alison

Amanda's favorite boyfriend - Arnold/ TJ/ Mr. Fry

Amanda's favorite dream - something to do with austin

Amanda's favorite american sister - a girl named Julia :)

Thats it for today everyone, remember, Amanda is a new zealander and should be approached with caution. Do Not Feed, and Do Not Yell Or Scream as she is blind and this frightens her. K thanx dawg.

~IStalkAmanda

OMG

OMG, AMANDA IS FOLLOWING ME! I'M GOING TO HAVE A HEART ATTACK, SHE IS MY HERO.

-----papa

I am now stalking amanda

I stalk Amanda.... just saying. She is a kiwi. It is so amazing, k thnx